Four years this month we have been ttc. We are not any closer then we were four years ago to have a family. I would go as far as saying I feel further away from our goal then we were four years ago. DH not working puts a huge temporary hold on our plans to have a baby.
I feel bad because he feels responsible that we are not able to cycle right now. I have to keep the faith he will find a good job, with great benefits, and a decent wage so we can cycle again soon. I hate that we are going through this!
Looking at the bright side I am able to go to my BFF's wedding in the Bahama's for minimal cost next week (my bff paid for half my flight with sky miles and I will be sharing a room with three other girls). And AF will not be hitching a ride.
I wish that DH could go too, but in reality I should be saving for another IVF and not four day trip to the Bahama's.
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